Around about this time of year with Christmas coming up and the New Year just around the corner, I always start looking back on the year that was and contemplate on what has happened to me on a personal level and life in general.
One of the ways that I do this is to go through my old blog posts to gain some inspiration (and who knows, there might be a song idea or two waiting to be uncovered).
While going through my earlier posts I came across something I wrote called Life – We’re Making It Up As We Go Along and from it I glimpsed an undeniable truth that which no-one can escape from.
And that truth is that sometimes life just happens and there’s nothing you can do about it.
No matter how much I try and control the outcomes of my life there is always a small percentage of it that wants to be random, chaotic and spontaneous. The funny thing is that the more I try to fight and control this random, chaotic and spontaneous nature of my life, the more persistent it becomes.
It has made me realise that randomness, chaos and spontaneity truly shapes how my life unfolds on a daily basis and any semblance of control I think I have in my life is merely an illusion.
I’m sure this is what John Lennon meant when he wrote the lyric “life is what happens to you when you’re busy making other plans”
Ah… I understand now. Now to find that song idea.